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Devious Journal Entry

Tue Sep 15, 2009, 12:05 PM
I decided to never invest too much emotion into one thing. It's always a set up to the pain of losing them.

  • Listening to: closer by NIN
  • Watching: myself be destroyed

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I want to know how it'll end
I want to be sure of what it'll cost
I want to strangle the stars for all they promised me.
I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder later
I want to be there when you learn the cost of desire
I want you to understand that my volence is just a way to win
I want the name of the ruiner
I want matches in case I have to suddenly burn
I want you to know that being kind is overrated.
I want to write my secret across your sky.
I want to watch you lose control
I want to watch you lose everything
I want to know exactly what it's going to take
I want to see you insert yourself into glory.
I want you to watch when I go down in flames.
I want a list of atrocities done in your name.
I want to reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back
I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer.
I want to taste my own kind.
I want to be wrapped in cold wet sheets to see if it's different on this side.
I want you to come on strong.
I want to leave you out in the cold.
I want the exact same thing... but different.
I want to throw you.
I want you to know I know
I want to know if you read me
I want to punch with my eyes shut and see what I hit
I want to know just how much you hate me so I can predict what you'll do
I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted.
I want a controlling interest.
I want to hear myself screaming your name
I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die.
I want to stop destroying you but I can't.

And I want and I want and I want.
And I will always be hungry
And I want and I want and I want...

Devious Info

  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite style of art: Experimental
  • Skin of choice: Human
  • Tools of the Trade: My Imagination, Holga 120N, Canon SD900 (broken but workable), Sony Alpha 350

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